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Sunday, November 23, 2008

Ok, im not in the mood to REALLY blog as in a longgggg post. Shawn seems to be able to make me blog whether he says it or not. Really missing shawn! =( omg, i sound gayyy but its ok to miss friends! Also miss si wei, cos both shawn and si wei overseas! Shawn: We do crazy stuff on msn today. LOL. Also im his VP for dominating blogs and i won the war the 1st day i was his vp. LOL.
Si Wei: I have no one else left to sms when im REALLY bored because no one replies to me T_T

See, you all who dont reply my smses make me sad.


1:44 AM

Monday, November 17, 2008

Yeah! We beat St Hildas 2-1. The 2nd set was a total christmas present. =P it was 26-24(st hilda's won) and after Jianzhong read our scores( how many giveaway points for the match) it totaled to 26, so st hildas didnt get a point! =O And to that Raymond Siah if he reads this. I WANT TO SLAP YOUR GODDAMN FACE! Raymond lost like 1million points. And was still smiling. like this >> =D, He even gave away one point for a foul. (However, St hilda's received a yellow card. ) I wish Lao ang we in Singapore. Ok, then the C girl's were sooooo bias. They watched YTSS match, but never watch ours! Rawr.


8:55 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Justin, you suck big time. You are such a goddamned idiot. why did you have to do that. Your life's probably gonna be ruined if it doesnt heal.

6:24 AM

Oh great. So i had to ALAF( act like a fool ) and hurt my back. so much for wanting to play


4:09 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Why the heck do i have to get sick? now i have to miss church again. Something seems to be stopping me from going to church. This always happens. i hate it.


1:30 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

1. The person who tagged you is? Shawn
2.Your relationship with him / her is?
Classmate/ Friend / Twin Soul / True Friend.
3.Your 5 impression of him / her?
Evil. Probably more evil. Speaks rubbish you will never understand. Evil. Very evil guy who's gonna plunge the world into World War III
4. The most memorable thing he / she had done to you?
He said: "yo". its the easiest to remember.
5. The most memorable thing he / she had said to you?
Yo x2.
6. If he / she becomes your lover , you will?
Rest assured. He will never be.
7. If he / she becomes your lover , thing he / she has to improve on will be?
Gender Change.
8. If he / she becomes your enemy , you will?
9. (Repeat Question) PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE!
10. What is it you want to tell him / her now? "You have about 1 more month to do your homework."
11. Your overall impression of him / her is?
This Quiz has Short term memory.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Crazy. Crazy. Eccentric.
13. The characters you love about yourself are?
J, S, I, Y, O. Did it say characters? or letters? =O
14. On the contrary , the characters you hate about yourself is?
i will never know. And wont want to.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
The most ideal person i wanna be.
16. For people who care and likes you , say something to them:
Awww. Thanks.

17.Name 10 people that you are thinking of now .
1. Shawn
2. Amanda
3. Jasper
4. Si Wei
5. Kailin
6. Giggs
7. Elaine
8. Andy
9. Cherie
10. Pei Yan

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with ? (Giggs)
Only God knows.
19. Is no.9 a male / female ? (Cherie)
Who knows? =O. Female.
20. If no. 7 & 10 are together , will it be a good thing ? (Elaine&Peiyan)
There will be worldwide protests.
21. What is no.2 studying about ? (Amanda)
I dont know!!!
22. What was the last time you had a chat wif no. 3 ? (Jasper)
We speak to each other almost everyday.
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like ? (Andy)
I dont know him that well.
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings ? (Shawn)
Twin soul here!
25. Will you woo no. 3? (Jasper)
26. How about no. 7 ? (Elaine)
Hmm. Maybe?
27. Is no. 4 single ? (Si Wei)
No, i think. Who knows?
28. What is the surname of no. 5 ? (Kailin)
29. What is the hobby of no. 10 ? (Peiyan)
Chinese dance? Randomizing? Lying!!?!?!?!
30. Where is no. 3 studying at ? (Jasper)
Xinmin Secondary School.
31. Talk about something for no. 1 . (Shawn)
This topic is debatable
32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 ? (Andy)
Friendly feeling.
33. Where does no. 9 live ? (Cherie)
Bishan, and you can never trust her on where to go.
34. What colour does no. 4 like ? (Si Wei)
PINK! Maybe Purple.
35. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends ? (Shawn & Kailin)
Good friends!
36. Does no. 1 have any pets ? (Shawn)
37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world ? (Elaine)
I haven't seen many people yet!
38. What is no. 10 doing now ? (Peiyan)
I dont know.
Pass this quiz on to 1o ppl whom you wanna know how they feel about you.
1. Eunice 02
2. Eunice 03
3. Grace
4. Fidelia?
5. Minying
6. Rachael
7. Whoever
8. Who
9. Wants
10. To

I passed it to random people!

Justin Yeo

6:02 AM

Yoyos! News Update: we beat CWD 2-0 and it was a tough first set, as HK made many mistakes. Jasper also stumbled to receive many balls. Apparently Giggs was half asleep during the practice session.
Ok, tomorrow we'll be going against HCI and its gonna be tough, tougher than the Catholic High Match. However, i have a chance to play now! Cos' im playing if Raymond screws up. Half hoping he does and doesn't. Also during today's training i set short ball! Weee~. Quite well set also. Once Avel spiked so hard i was jumping with joy. Literally.

Nothing much to blog anyways, shall blog tomorrow.
This Post with Randomly placed points was written by

Justin Yeo.

4:43 AM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Ok, We beat Chong Boon Secondary 2-0 =DDD, i wasnt put in for service so i feel much better! Everyone performed well including Zhiong!2nd set lost 0 points. Aim for 1 next time! =D lol. Here's another Blog Quiz!

A.Ppl who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
B.Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.Continue this game by sending it to 8 other ppl

The 8 people ;
Kailin, Jing Yi, Eunice, Avel, Si Wei, Becccca, Graceee, Marcus 02 =DDD

1]What have you been doin recently?
CCA, Comp, CCA, XBOX 360, Competition.

2]Do you ever turn yr cell phone off?
In school.

3]What happened at 10am today?
Wow, Still sleeping i guess. Need sleep for matches.

4]When did you last cry?
When i was emooo, and had suicidal thoughts.

5]Believe in fate/destiny?

6]What do you want in yr life now?
Oh this is easy. To be in the Main 6.

7]Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up yr hood?
A small one. Grammy reminds me everytime <3

8]Whats yr favourite thing to have on yr bed?
The blanket. OOOOOH so warm =D

9]What bottoms are you wearing now?

10]Whats the nicest thing in yr inbox?
" Aw. Nvm. Chinese try harder. Still got nxt year." So encouraging =DD.

11]Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Who knows?

12]Are you wearing anything borrowed frm someone?
Is given counted?

3]What was the last movie you caught?
High School Musical 3! Twice =.=

14]What are you proud of?
Me at least being fit? Or maybe being quite good at games =D

15]What does yr oldest text msg in yr inbox says?
"Ok." From Jasper, then the next two were calleralerts to tell me jasper called me. =P

16]What was the last song you sang out loud?
I dont know. i dun have good memory

17]Do you have any nicknames?
Dustbin. KaKaSeNsEi(olddd). Jiaostin. =D

18]What does yr last receive text msg says?
"Yar, and i forgot to. I scan and send you later =D"

19]What time did you go to bed last nite?

20]Are you currently happy?
Neutral =D

21]Who gives you the best advice?

22]Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
Never seen whipped cream in a can. or maybe its virtually impossible. since the can is opaque.

23]Who did you talk on the phone last nite?
No one.

24]Is something bugging you now?
Yes of course.

25]What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
Myself? Talking about balls to Claire.

26]Do you wear toe socks?
Wont the socks drop out?

27]Who was the last person you missed a call frm?
My maid =.= purposely miss call me.

28]Have you ever had your heart broken?
Woo. i think yes.

29]What annoys you most in a person?
When the person doesnt know i want him/her to stop talking

30]Do you have a crush on someone?
Sigh, i think?

31]Have you ever done cocaine?
CAFFEINE? no wait. no i haven't

32]What is the colour of yr room?
Sorta green. forgot the name. Kinda love it. It contrasts with my Black Cupboard.

34]Do you believe in the saying,’Talk is cheap’?
No. Go be a Psychiatrist. How much can you earn?

33]Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
NOO, im gracious. I wont want the floor to be stained.

35]Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
Not sure. Maybe me, Maybe siblings.

36]Who was the last person to hug you?
I think its Mum.

37]Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
I dunno.

38]Do you have a life?
Of course. Thanks to Him.

39]Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?

40]What is the reason behind yr profile song?
Michael Jackson is Retro + Lovess man.

41]Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?

42]Last time you smiled?
While doing this Question.

43]Have you changed this year?
I think i have.

44]What are you listening to rite now?
High School Musical - High School Musical 3. What a nice name!

45]Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Yes. On MSN

46]Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
I at least try to do stuff with my eyes closed.

47]Is there a quote you live by?
Im not sure. Too many Inspiring ones!

48]Do you want someone you can never have?

49]Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano. Lawl. Recorder. Lawler. Guitar( at least tried.)

50]What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
This week = today. I dont think i have.

51]What were you doin last nite at 11pm?
Playing Xbox. lawl.

52]Are you happy with your love life rite now?

53]What song best describes yr love life?
I dont know.

54]Does the person noe you like him/her?

55]Who always makes you laugh?
102 peeple.

56]Do you speak other languages other than english?
Singlish, Bit of Malay and Hokkien + Chinese.

57]Favourite websites?

58]Whats yr middle name?

60]What do you think you are like?
Hmm. Emo now. LAWL. if not kinda optimistic.

61]Who will you choose to die with?
The beautiful germs around me. I dont really have a choice.

62]Where have you been today?
Hougang Sports Hall

63]What game do you play often?
MapleSEA? im bored.

64]Who are you missing now?

65]If you had to choose between your fren or your lover which will you choose?
Only 1 friend? what a selfish question.

66]What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz. HOW DUMB CAN YOU BE?(the quiz)

67]Which primary school are you from?
Yangzheng Primary. Oldddd.

68]Name 3 colours that you like?
Orange. Black. Red.

69]What emotion do you like to show?
Happy. (No need to remove!)

70]What is yr life to you?
You know. Like a graph!

71]If you have something bothering you what will you do?

72]Who did you last chat on msn today?
Talking to Jing Yi now.

73]Who do you admire the most?

74]Which month were you born in?
January. Happy birthday soon! LAWL.

75]How are you feeling right now?
Painn! Warmm! Happy!

76]What is the time now?
11.16pm. Late, i noe.

77]What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
Hmm. Jovial. Funny. Sometimes Fierce/eccentric.

78]What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
Im guai. nvr dye.

79]Why are you doing this test?
This quiz asks the dumbest questions.

80]What do you do when you are moody?
Just listen to songs, talk to people.

81]At which age do you wish to get married?
When im alive.

82]Who is more important to you?

83]If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
I would tell the people i love that i love them, go to every place that i can go to around the world.Spend money everywhere, watch movie, enjoy myself, tell everything that i have been keeping to myself to everyone. (omg, i dun need to edit! except the short forms. lawl.)

84]Who is the person you trust the most?
Rachael, Kailin. hey, thats two!

85]Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Oh yes, and a bunny hopping on a rainbow with a unicorn behind it. said it before.

86]If you had a dream come true wat would it be?
For all my other dreams to come true.

87]What is your goal for this year?
To reach all my goals.

88]Do you believe in eternity love?
In Him!

89]What feeling do you love the most?

90]Do you think its Global Warming now?

91]What feeling do you hate the most?
When i love someone but i dont.( same as nut)

92]You like doing quizzes?
Sometimes. Yes.

93]Do you believe in God?
Absolutely 100% yes.

94]Who cares for you the most?
Gramma, Parents, Siblings.

95]What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

96]What will you bring when you fight?
The brain of course. without it you would be bashed.

97]What have you regretted doing your whole life?
Not working hard.

98]What would you do if nobody cared for you?

99]What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Wow. observe from far. Take a Pen( or any object that can be turned into a projectile) aim, then FIRE!.

100]How do you feel now?
Yea, look at 75.

6:46 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Ok, so Xinmin is going to have a match against Chong Boon Secondary today. Hope i at least get in for service and i also hope i wont screw up.

Forgive me, O' Lord

8:07 PM

Friday, November 07, 2008

Name 21 people that comes to your mind right now.Do not look at the questions before you name the people.

Just putting in random order.

1. Shawn Hoo
2. Hong Koon
3. Avel
5. Si Wei
6. Grace
7. Cherie
8.Marcus 02
9. Kailin
10. Gerlaine
11. Minying
12. Fidelia
13. Yi Chong
15. Peiyan
16. Nicholas Lau
17. Nicholas Chang
18. Nicholas Foo
19. Eunice Sng
20. Li Hao
21. Xin Horng

3 good points about 12? [Fidelia]
Hmmm.. Jovial? Friendly? anddd.... is playful counted?

What would you buy 6 for his/her birthday? [Grace]

Would 3 and 19 make a good couple? [Avel & Eunice]

In 3 words, describe 17 [Nicholas Chang]
In Boys' Brigade

If you had a delicious banana cake to spare, who would you give it to and why?
Myself, bananas are niceee ( dont think wrong!)

Which movie would 9 star in? [Kai Lin]
Hmm. Good Question. Go home and check it out yourself on the internet. Wait, you are already at home and on the net.

What colours would describe 15? [Peiyan]
Purple! Chinese Dance tee. Lawl

Name how 1 and 20 is important in your essence of living. [Shawn Hoo & Li Hao]
Shawn Hoo - true friend/twin soul- is always there for me =D and without Li Hao. no seniors to give encouragement?( though in a weird way)

What job would 10 most likely to get? [Gerlaine]
Pastor. She seems so holy. Lol

What subject can you link 14 to and why. [Bryan]
Math? He was good in it.

Do you love 8? And explain in detail why. [Marcus o2 ]
Oh i love him alright. Plus the whole of 102'08

How are you related to 2? [Hong Koon]
Team mate.

Would you sit an aeroplane with 11 alone? [Minying]
Will anyone pilot the plane?

Which movie would you watch with 21? [Xin Horng]
Wow. Volleyball Movie? Lawl

What do you immediately think of when you see or hear 18? [Nicholas foo]
Sissy? omg, that should be censored

Suggest someone 7 should go out with. [Cherie]
A nice looking wig.

What about 4? [Giggs]
Any girl he wants to? lol.

Would 17 ever rob a bank? [Nicholas Chang]
Doubt he would. Enreka would slap him.

Would you ever go on a date with 15? [Peiyan]
Well, maybe?

Think of an alternative name for 20 and why. [Li Hao]
Vice Captain of sec 2s?

What would the world be like without 3? [Avel]
Oh it would be so much lighter.

Name a random fact about 12. [Fidelia]
Thinks Neopets™ is ghey.

Have you ever seen 13 in a disorientated state? [Yi Chong]
He always seems disorientated

And what about 18? [Nicholas Foo]

Will 5 and 21 make a good couple? [Si Wei & Li Hao]
Woo, maybe?

What about 9 and 11? [Kailin & Minying]

Name a place you would really want to go with 10. [Gerlaine]
Somewhere she would treat me to food.

What icecream flavour would describe 11? [Minying]
Vanilla? i dont know.

Did you use to be in love with 16? [Nicholas Lau]

And do you see a potential murderer in 19? [Eunice]
I think i do. Oh wait, whats that? =O I see Pepsi™ being spilled!

6:35 AM

We beat Catholic High 5-0 after playing five sets, i was put in during the third set to serve, but i screwed up, and ended up on the bench the next match. I just suck to the core, no matter how hard i ever work, the world seems to be against me. Against whatever im working hard at. When i slack in some things, i seem to do better than the things i work hard in. I just never have that luck. One thing that almost everyone in my life has. Except me.I just seem so weak, so lousy, and sometimes i even seem like i havent done any work when i actually have. During the five matches i sat flipping the scoreboard at the win of every point, making a silent wish for the set to end faster and my coach to put me in for the next set. No wonder the term 'false hope' exists.I just hoped. Hoped during that friendly that spanned 2 hours. Then when i was finally put in for a moment, i screwed up. It all seemed to happen so quickly.

Recently, i've also realised. Realised that im just disposable, annoying, unwanted, maybe even hated. I've always been there for all friends who need a listening ear, and i have friends who lend me a listening ear but when it comes to our normal life, i just seem so ignored, abandoned. Maybe forgotten. I do stuff that the old me used to do, i tried apologising with every mistake. But still, im treated like im so disposable.

Ok, i've gotta go for dinner.

Signing Off,

2:42 AM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Ok, now im starting to feel like my skin's not nice, only the picture. lol.
this is just gonna be a short post before i meet weijie and we go for our against each other! Xinmin VS Catholic High volleyball. Gonna be a tough match, hope i can play at least 2 sets. =D

Signing off,

7:17 PM

Yay! Im back again! dont get fed up! maybe this shall be another pointless attempt to liven up my blog? I dont know. =X. I dont seem to know anything now though. I just realised there's no reason for my existence. Except for one. Him. No, this ain't gonna be a post about Him. I also realised recently that, although I can do loads of stuff, Im never good at any one. Academics sucked big time, failed Chinese. Though my compositions seem fluent and good enough, im still not satisfied with it, not satisfied with anything. Not even my science. I dropped from a 1st place to a pathetic 83 marks. Im just getting much stupider with every passing day. Now I even feel giddy all the time. Suspected to be lack of blood but i don't know what to do. Secondary school life has just made myself more stressed out, more pessimistic, less optimistic than i ever was. Sometimes i even feel like venting my anger over a minute thing. It just seems like... just seems like everything is spiraling downwards. Everything bottled up seems too much anymore. Im beginning to feel much lazier than ever, not because my mind doesn't want it, its my heart. My heart's losing interest in everything in life, even the things I love. Photoshop, games and many more. I wish i was back in primary school, with lesser commitments, lesser stress and more time for the things i love. Now im practically afraid of everything. Afraid of time. Afraid of studies. Afraid of regret. Afraid of the things i had most confidence in... The Brighter Side ain't Brighter anymore.

Terribly sorry for that lump of emo stuff. Had to catch up on the time i didnt blog right?

Signing Off,

6:02 AM


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