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Thursday, November 06, 2008

Yay! Im back again! dont get fed up! maybe this shall be another pointless attempt to liven up my blog? I dont know. =X. I dont seem to know anything now though. I just realised there's no reason for my existence. Except for one. Him. No, this ain't gonna be a post about Him. I also realised recently that, although I can do loads of stuff, Im never good at any one. Academics sucked big time, failed Chinese. Though my compositions seem fluent and good enough, im still not satisfied with it, not satisfied with anything. Not even my science. I dropped from a 1st place to a pathetic 83 marks. Im just getting much stupider with every passing day. Now I even feel giddy all the time. Suspected to be lack of blood but i don't know what to do. Secondary school life has just made myself more stressed out, more pessimistic, less optimistic than i ever was. Sometimes i even feel like venting my anger over a minute thing. It just seems like... just seems like everything is spiraling downwards. Everything bottled up seems too much anymore. Im beginning to feel much lazier than ever, not because my mind doesn't want it, its my heart. My heart's losing interest in everything in life, even the things I love. Photoshop, games and many more. I wish i was back in primary school, with lesser commitments, lesser stress and more time for the things i love. Now im practically afraid of everything. Afraid of time. Afraid of studies. Afraid of regret. Afraid of the things i had most confidence in... The Brighter Side ain't Brighter anymore.

Terribly sorry for that lump of emo stuff. Had to catch up on the time i didnt blog right?

Signing Off,
Justinnnnn

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